Taken from “Surely You're Joking, Mr.
Feynman!” Adventures of a Curious Character by Richard Phillips Feynman as told to Ralph Leighton edited by
Edward Hutchings
In
the Graduate College dining room at Princeton everybody used to sit with his
own group. I sat with the physicists, but after a bit I thought: It would be
nice to see what the rest of the world is doing, so I’ll sit for a week or two
in each of the other groups.
When
I sat with the philosophers I listened to them discuss very seriously a book
called Process and Reality
by Whitehead. They were using words in a funny way, and I couldn’t quite
understand what they were saying. Now I didn’t want to interrupt them in their
own conversation and keep asking them to explain something, and on the few
occasions that I did, they’d try to explain it to me, but I still didn’t get
it. Finally they invited me to come to their seminar.
They
had a seminar that was like, a class. It had been meeting once a week to
discuss a new chapter out of Process
and Reality–some guy would give a report on it and then there would
be a discussion. I went to this seminar promising myself to keep my mouth shut,
reminding myself that I didn’t know anything about the subject, and I was going
there just to watch.
What
happened there was typical—so typical that it was unbelievable, but true. First
of all, I sat there without saying anything, which is almost unbelievable, but
also true. A student gave a report on the chapter to be studied that week. In
it Whitehead kept using the words “essential object” in a particular technical
way that presumably he had defined, but that I didn’t understand.
After
some discussion as to what “essential object” meant, the professor leading the
seminar said something meant to clarify things and drew something that looked
like lightning bolts on the blackboard. “Mr. Feynman,” he said, “would you say
an electron is an ‘essential object’?”
Well,
now I was in trouble. I admitted that I hadn’t read the book, so I had no idea
of what Whitehead meant by the phrase; I had only come to watch. “But,” I said,
“I’ll try to answer the professor’s question if you will first answer a
question from me, so I can have a better idea of what ‘essential object’ means.
Is a brick an
essential object?”
What
I had intended to do was to find out whether they thought theoretical
constructs were essential objects. The electron is a theory that we use; it is
so useful in understanding the way nature works that we can almost call it
real. I wanted to make the idea of a theory clear by analogy. In the case of
the brick, my next question was going to be, “What about the inside of the brick?”—and
I would then point out that no one has ever seen the inside of a brick. Every
time you break the brick, you only see the surface. That the brick has an
inside is a simple theory which helps us understand things better. The theory
of electrons is analogous. So I began by asking, “Is a brick an essential
object?”
Then
the answers came out. One man stood up and said, “A brick as an individual,
specific brick. That
is what Whitehead means by an essential object.”
Another
man said, “No, it isn’t the individual brick that is an essential object; it’s
the general character that all bricks have in common—their ‘brickiness’—that is
the essential object.”
Another
guy got up and said, “No, it’s not in the bricks themselves. ‘Essential object’
means the idea in the mind that you get when you think of bricks.”
Another
guy got up, and another, and I tell you I have never heard such ingenious
different ways of looking at a brick before. And, just like it should in all
stories about philosophers, it ended up in complete chaos. In all their
previous discussions they hadn’t even asked themselves whether such a simple
object as a brick, much less an electron, is an “essential object.”
After
that I went around to the biology table at dinner time. I had always had some
interest in biology, and the guys talked about very interesting things. Some of
them invited me to come to a course they were going to have in cell physiology.
I knew something about biology, but this was a graduate course. “Do you think I
can handle it? Will the professor let me in?” I asked.
They
asked the instructor, E. Newton Harvey, who had done a lot of research on
light-producing bacteria. Harvey said I could join this special, advanced
course provided one thing—that I would do all the work, and report on papers
just like everybody else.
Before
the first class meeting, the guys who had invited me to take the course wanted
to show me some things under the microscope. They had some plant cells in
there, and you could see some little green spots called chloroplasts (they make
sugar when light shines on them) circulating around. I looked at them and then
looked up: “How do they circulate? What pushes them around?” I asked.
Nobody
knew. It turned out that it was not understood at that time. So right away I
found out something about biology: it was very easy to find a question that was
very interesting, and that nobody knew the answer to. In physics you had to go
a little deeper before you could find an interesting question that people
didn’t know.
When
the course began, Harvey started out by drawing a great, big picture of a cell
on the blackboard and labeling all the things that are in a cell. He then
talked about them, and I understood most of what he said.
After
the lecture, the guy who had invited me said, “Well, how did you like it?”
“Just
fine,” I said. “The only part I didn’t understand was the part about lecithin.
What is lecithin?”
The
guy begins to explain in a monotonous voice: “All living creatures, both plant
and animal, are made of little bricklike objects called ‘cells’.
“Listen,”
I said, impatiently, “I know
all that; otherwise I wouldn’t be in the course. What is lecithin?”
“I
don’t know.”
I
had to report on papers along with everyone else, and the first one I was
assigned was on the effect of pressure on cells—Harvey chose that topic for me
because it had something that had to do with physics. Although I understood
what I was doing, I mispronounced everything when I read my paper, and the
class was always laughing hysterically when I’d talk about “blastospheres”
instead of “blastomeres,” or some other such thing.
The
next paper selected for me was by Adrian and Bronk. They demonstrated that
nerve impulses were sharp, single-pulse phenomena. They had done experiments
with cats in which they had measured voltages on nerves.
I
began to read the paper. It kept talking about extensors and flexors, the
gastrocnemius muscle, and so on. This and that muscle were named, but I hadn’t
the foggiest idea of where they were located in relation to the nerves or to
the cat. So I went to the librarian in the biology section and asked her if she
could find me a map of the cat.
“A map of the cat, sir?”
she asked, horrified. “You mean a zoological
chart!” From then on there were rumors about some dumb biology
graduate student who was looking for a “map of the cat.”
When
it came time for me to give my talk on the subject, I started off by drawing an
outline of the cat and began to name the various muscles.
The
other students in the class interrupt me: “We know all that!”
“Oh,”
I say, “you do?
Then no wonder
I can catch up with you so fast after you’ve had four years of biology.” They
had wasted all their time memorizing stuff like that, when it could be looked
up in fifteen minutes.
After
the war, every summer I would go traveling by car somewhere in the United
States. One year, after I was at Caltech, I thought, “This summer, instead of
going to a different place, I’ll go to a different field.”
It
was right after Watson and Crick’s discovery of the DNA spiral. There were some
very good biologists at Caltech because Delbr"uck had his lab there, and
Watson came to Caltech to give some lectures on the coding systems of DNA. I
went to his lectures and to seminars in the biology department and got full of
enthusiasm. It was a very exciting time in biology, and Caltech was a wonderful
place to be.
I
didn’t think I was up to doing actual research in biology, so for my summer
visit to the field of biology I thought I would just hang around the biology
lab and “wash dishes,” while I watched what they were doing. I went over to the
biology lab to tell them my desire, and Bob Edgar, a young post-doc who was
sort of in charge there, said he wouldn’t let me do that. He said, “You’ll have
to really do some research, just like a graduate student, and we’ll give you a
problem to work on.” That suited me fine.
I
took a phage course, which told us how to do research with bacteriophages (a
phage is a virus that contains DNA and attacks bacteria). Right away I found
that I was saved a lot of trouble because I knew some physics and mathematics.
I knew how atoms worked in liquids, so there was nothing mysterious about how
the centrifuge worked. I knew enough statistics to understand the statistical
errors in counting little spots in a dish. So while all the biology guys were
trying to understand these “new” things, I could spend my time learning the
biology part.
There
was one useful lab technique I learned in that course which I still use today.
They taught us how to hold a test tube and take its cap off with one hand (you
use your middle and index fingers), while leaving the other hand free to do
something else (like hold a pipette that you’re sucking cyanide up into). Now,
I can hold my toothbrush in one hand, and with the other hand, hold the tube of
toothpaste, twist the cap off, and put it back on.
It
had been discovered that phages could have mutations which would affect their
ability to attack bacteria, and we were supposed to study those mutations.
There were also some phages that would have a second mutation which would
reconstitute their ability to attack bacteria. Some phages which mutated back
were exactly the same as they were before. Others were not: There was a slight
difference in their effect on bacteria—they would act faster or slower than
normal, and the bacteria would grow slower or faster than normal. In other
words, there were “back mutations, but they weren’t always perfect; sometimes
the phage would recover only part of the ability it had lost.
Bob
Edgar suggested that I do an experiment which would try to find out if the back
mutations occurred in the same place on the DNA spiral. With great care and a
lot of tedious work I was able to find three examples of back mutations which
had occurred very close together—closer than anything they had ever seen so
far—and which partially restored the phage’s ability to function. It was a slow
job. It was sort of accidental: You had to wait around until von got a double
mutation, which was very rare.
I
kept trying to think of ways to make a phage mutate more often and how to
detect mutations more quickly, but before I could come up with a good technique
the summer was over, and I didn’t feel like continuing on that problem.
However,
my sabbatical year was coming up, so I decided to work in the same biology lab
but on a different subject. I worked with Matt Meselson to some extent, and
then with a nice fella from England named J. D. Smith. The problem had to do
with ribosomes, the “machinery” in the cell that makes protein from what we now
call messenger RNA. Using radioactive substances, we demonstrated that the RNA
could come out of ribosomes and could be put back in.
I
did a very careful job in measuring and trying to control everything, but it
took me eight months to realize that there was one step that was sloppy. In
preparing the bacteria, to get the ribosomes out, in those days you ground it
up with alumina in a mortar. Everything else was chemical and all under
control, but you could never repeat the way you pushed the pestle around when you
were grinding the bacteria. So nothing ever came of the experiment.
Then
I guess I have to tell about the time I tried with Hildegarde Lamfrom to
discover whether peas could use the same ribosomes as bacteria. The question
was whether the ribosomes of bacteria can manufacture the proteins of humans or
other organisms, She had just developed a scheme for getting the ribosomes out
of peas and giving them messenger RNA so that they would make pea proteins. We
realized that a very dramatic and important question was whether ribosomes from
bacteria, when given the peas’ messenger RNA, would make pea protein or
bacteria protein. It was to be a very dramatic and fundamental experiment.
Hildegarde
said, “I’ll need a lot of ribosomes from bacteria.”
Meselson
and I had extracted enormous quantities of ribosomes from E. coli for some other
experiment. I said, “Hell, I’ll just give you the ribosomes we’ve got. We have
plenty of them in my refrigerator at the lab.”
It
would have been a fantastic and vital discovery if I had been a good biologist.
But I wasn’t a good biologist. We had a good idea, a good experiment, the right
equipment, but I screwed it up: I gave her infected ribosomes—the grossest
possible error that you could make in an experiment like that. My ribosomes had
been in the refrigerator for almost a month, and had become contaminated with
some other living things. Had I prepared those ribosomes promptly over again
and given them to her in a serious and careful way, with everything under
control, that experiment would have worked, and we would have been the first to
demonstrate the uniformity of life: the machinery of making proteins, the
ribosomes, is the same in every creature. We were there at the right place, we
were doing the right things, but I was doing things as an amateur—stupid and
sloppy.
You
know what it reminds me of? The husband of Madame Bovary in Flaubert’s book, a
dull country doctor who had some idea of how to fix club feet, and all he did
was screw people up. I was similar to that unpracticed surgeon.
The
other work on the phage I never wrote up—Edgar kept asking me to write it up,
but I never got around to it. That’s the trouble with not being in your own
field: You don’t take it seriously.
I
did write something informally on it. I sent it to Edgar, who laughed when he
read it. It wasn’t in the standard form that biologists use—first, procedures,
and so forth. I spent a lot of time explaining things that all the biologists
knew. Edgar made a shortened version, but I couldn’t understand it. I don’t
think they ever published it. I never published it directly.
Watson
thought the stuff I had done with phages was of some interest, so he invited me
to go to Harvard. I gave a talk to the biology department about the double
mutations which occurred so close together. I told them my guess was that one
mutation made a change in the protein, such as changing the pH of an amino
acid, while the other mutation made the opposite change on a different amino
acid in the same protein, so that it partially balanced the first imitation—not
perfectly, but enough to let the phage operate again. I thought they were two
changes in the same protein, which chemically compensated each other.
That
turned out not to be the case. It was found out a few years later by people who
undoubtedly developed a technique for producing and detecting the mutations
faster, that what happened was, the first mutation was a mutation in which an
entire DNA base was missing. Now the “code” was shifted and could not be read
any more. The second mutation was either one in which an extra base was put
back in, or two more were taken out. Now the code could be read again. The
closer the second mutation occurred to the first, the less message would be
altered by the double mutation, and the more completely the phage would recover
its lost abilities. The fact that there are three “letters” to code each amino
acid was thus demonstrated.
While
I was at Harvard that week, Watson suggested something and we did an experiment
together for a few days. It was an incomplete experiment, but I learned some
new lab techniques from one of the best men in the field.
But
that was my big moment: I gave a seminar in the biology department of Harvard!
I always do that, get into something and see how far I can go.
I
learned a lot of things in biology, and I gained a lot of experience. I got
better at pronouncing the words, knowing what not to include in a paper or a
seminar, and detecting a weak technique in an experiment. But I love physics,
and I love to go back to it.